DEE SELECTA Economical mail-order site for all TV/CD needs - recommended.
THE GATEHOUSE in Bolton. Great venue for BDSM, TV/TS & fetish - now re-opened.
TOILET PIGS Good watersports themed site for everyone into human toiletry.
There was a local cinema I found when I was 15 which showed adult films, mostly soft-core Swedish stuff. It was always full of men - gay and straight, who went there to watch the films and furtively masturbate each other. Whenever I went there I sat in the back row, and as soon as they saw me men would come and sit nearby. It always went the same way - within a few minutes men on either side of me would be pressing their knees into mine, and when I responded they would start touching me up and strip me there in the seat. Other men would gather round, and I would suck-off as many as wanted me to. Sometimes I would be persuaded to go into the far aisle, lay on the floor and be fucked bareback by several men. When all the men had finished or got bored, I would always dress again then go downstairs into the toilets - which consisted of one cubicle and two urinals. Once inside the cubicle, I always stripped naked and knelt on the floor. The door would be pushed open, and I would again suck or be fucked by however many men were there. Then I would get dressed and go home. I never failed to be had by at least a dozen men when I went to that cinema, and always ended up full of cum.
I first started dressing as a woman when a man who had picked me up in a park and who was having sex with me that night wanted me to put on his wife's dress. I did, and after looking in the mirror, I was hooked. I had found my true self. It turned him on too, as he fucked me several times before he let me leave. From then on, I took every opportunity I could to dress in drag. I found that it made me feel completely comfortable and at ease with myself. It felt more natural to be in drag when men were having sex with me, and many of them liked the way I looked - although most of them stripped me naked before they used me. By the time I was 19, over 1000 men had been with me. Years later, I was told by a counsellor that all those men had abused me. But I didn't think of it like that - I may have been only 14 - 18, but it was me who had offered my body to them all.
MARRIAGE Then at 19, I developed a normality kick, and rather foolishly I decided to get married - as I thought it was the right thing to do. The girl I married and I both had a lot in common, and we got on well. After our daughter was born, we started experimenting sexually with other people. I had sex with a few women, but mostly it was my wife having sex with other men. This was okay, as I enjoyed seeing other men's cocks entering her, and then feeling their cum inside her when I took my turn. This lasted a few years, but she grew tired of sex with other men, and things got boring. I started to dress in drag again, and have sex with other men. This went on for the rest of the marriage, although my conscience prompted me to stop now and again. The marriage lasted 24 years before it broke up. When we split-up, I went back to dressing as a woman most of the time.
PROSTITUTE When my wife left, I moved into a flat above a shop in Walkden, Manchester. I started seeing quite a few men, and having sex with them at the flat. One man I was seeing regularly, suggested one day that I got paid for having sex with men - that I went on the game. Initially the idea amused me a great deal, but then my ego took over, and I placed adverts in contact magazines. Before long I was working full-time as a transvestite prostitute. I was 46, and a lot of men were paying me to have sex with them. Some of them just wanted blow-jobs, but many of them wanted to fuck me too. Then there was the S&M - a lot of men wanted to beat me with a belt before they used me, and I always let them. Quite a few men wanted to piss on me when they had finished using me, and some even wanted to use me as a full toilet. I've always been submissive, so I always let them do what they wanted. I worked as a transvestite prostitute for just over two years, but eventually I grew tired of men coming all hours of the day and night wanting sex with me. The sex was alright, but I never seemed to have any time to myself. I decided to give up working full-time as a prostitute, and now I only do it part-time.
TODAY Eight years ago I remarried. My wife is a Domme, and we have a FemDom relationship - which mainly consists of her keeping me naked & collared at home, and using me as a toilet. She doesn't object to me being a transvestite, nor does she mind other men having sex with me.
Hi, I'm Paula. This section is about me. I'm 61 and I've been a transvestite - dressing in women's clothes - since my early teens, which makes some 40 years living as a transvestite.
CHILDHOOD I knew there was something different about me when I was still a child, after my Mother died when I was 7. By the time I reached 12, I was craving for male attention, and I looked for it everywhere. I didn't find it very often. One boy at school wanted me to play with his cock sometimes, my form teacher took more than a passing interest in me physically, and an uncle used to touch me up every chance he got. I used to wander naked for hours in local woods, hoping to come across men who would want sex with me, but I never found any.
TEENAGE YEARS When I was 14, I went to live with relatives in Cardiff. They went to bed early, and I took to sneaking out at nights and letting men have sex with me in parks and public toilets. I met a lot of men in parks at night, and I would go into the bushes with them, strip naked and let them have sex with me. There was one public toilet that I frequented several nights a week. I would go into the dimly-lit toilet where invariably there would be a lot of men standing at the urinals, go into one of the cubicles and strip naked, then walk out into the main toilet area. As soon as they saw me they would gather round, grope me, and then bend me over and take turns fucking me one after the other. Most nights at least 5 or 6 men had me, sometimes many more, and I'd go home sore but satisfied.
SOME PHOTOS OF ME IN THE PAST 20 YEARS
Paula dressed Paula naked & collared
Hi. You can now follow me on Twitter at @ownedbycybele Please come along and join me. I've been neglecting Twitter lately, but I'm starting to use it again.
Things have been pretty hectic lately, and I haven't had much spare time to maintain this site. I've been feeling guilty about it - as thousands of people love it and visit it every week. So I will be revamping the site as time allows in the next few weeks.
If anyone has any ideas for things they'd like to see, please let me know.
On the left is a photo of me dressed, and a photo of me naked & collared.
Below is a comments box. Please use it to leave comments
* about what you think of me - good things and bad things
* what you'd like to do if you had sex with me
* whether you prefer me dressed or naked
* if you'd like to meet me in the flesh
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Okay, I've done the prostitute one - the link is below. Next I'll do the Teenage years one.